Sooooo...I've been thinking.....

Its been a busy few months. I am now re newed and excited to start my new~old Life again. I am excited for the start of spring and even more excited about the thought of just being a Mom. It is weired to think that - "I " can not have anymore kids-
I mean I could just think of being pregnant and then find out that I already was.
I feel good but the truth is that I feel sad and happy at the same time. But it is a weired feeling.

I knew I was done and I feel good about it. But the truth is....that no matter how much I complain about my kids that I really like them, and I might just keep having them until I get my own TLC show or my uterus just gives up and falls out. I am excited about getting to watch everyone grow up, I want to focus on my kids and not on being a bitchy pregnant Mom. I want to do fun things again. Its strange because in the last 7 years I have been pregnant for more than half of it. From then to now I think I have lost little pieces of myself, I have stopped doing things that I loved. I have stopped trying things for the fact that I would have to put the baby down, unattached the baby from a boob, or just get off of the couch. (bed rest/lazy)

I have set a few goals for my self and I figure if I let everyone know that I might feel some accountability for really doing them. These are not the kinda goals such as..."Lose 30 pounds, stop chewing my toe nails....(no I don't do this), shave my legs...(haven't in 5 months, But back to the ole' shaver again, SHUT UP I COULDN'T EVEN SEE MY FEET!!!). These are things that I have always seen other women do and thought "I couldn't ever do that".....and DAMMIT I can do that and I am gonna do that. Truth is that I am feeling ambitious and I still have tiny baby that is now a month old. But time sure flies fast these days and I am feeling that if I don't start now I may never and then I am just gonna get old and never do it!

So here we go....

#1 Live a more Simple life~ Live green, eat more fruits and veggies. Live more off the land.
#2 Run...I have always wanted to run. I see those people that run and it seems so effortless to them. I want to be able to do this!
#3 To grow a monstrous garden and can my brains out!!!
#4 Have more patience with my kids.....take special dates with just them and give them that one on one time that they need.
#5 Take sometime for my self. Do things I love, Try things....Be adventurous

Here is my plan for the running.....I found it on a friends blog. I am gonna give it a try.
Its called from couch potato to 5k.
http://www.marathon-training-schedule.com/couch-to-5k.html

As for the other goals I will post more about them soon!!!